decisions and action

There is no way I can end my marriage right now. I have no job, no money, no education, no usable experience. I have a baby to take care of and a 12 year old car.
I have to start taking some actions to get me to the point where I can leave him. I need to get certified to do SOMETHING. Radiation, ultrasound, respitory therapy... something stable and secure that will let me earn enough money to take care of Matthew on my own.

I'm working on it now. This is what I want. I don't want to be married to him anymore. I really just don't.